earlier i wrote a pretty long passage here. but the internet connection went weird and my post was gone.
so. no more. it's not like you or anyone cares right.
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i need today to be good. i need today to be good.
1. BUDDY/IES OF THE YEAR
Martin Tinio, Jill Sotto, Ray Zapanta, Ella Eleazar, Ken Sy, Jeremy Tintiangko
2. LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD
my baby sister
3. NEWCOMER AWARD
Ray Zapanta
4. HIGHEST POINT OF THE YEAR
April
5. LOWEST POINT OF THE YEAR
Ondoy
6. BEST HOLIDAY
New Years!
7. YOUR SONG FOR 2009
haha. The Reeling - Passion Pit
8. BEST MOVIE FOR 2009
500 Days of Summer
9. WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH AND WHERE
Dago, Yuujin for lunch, home to tambay, Friday's for dinner
10. WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN
a girl in a striped balck and white dress with ribbons in her hair
11. RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR
SOMS
12. KISS OF THE YEAR
:)
13. BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR
um. wala haha
14. YOUR PLANS FOR 2010
kick ass
15. MOST STUPID ACTION WHEN DRUNK
um passing out at gp haha
16. TV SHOW OF THE YEAR
CHOWDERRRRR
17. MOST LOYAL FRIEND
Martin Tinio
18. HEARTBREAKER OF THE YEAR
um
19. BIGGEST CHANGE OF THE YEAR
goodbye 1 year and 9 months
20. NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION
kick ass.
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2009: In The Beginning
Who were you with?
family
Did you kiss anyone at midnight?
No
Did you make any resolutions?
No.
2009: Your Love Life
Did you break up with anyone?
um
Did you get anything for Valentine's day?
flowers :)
Did you meet anyone special?
yeaaah
Did you fall in love?
:)
2009: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year?
yeah
Did any of your friendships end?
another kind of relationship
Did you dislike anyone?
YES
Did some friends leave you?
No
Did you make any new enemies?
no
Did you resolve any fights?
yeah i think
Who was your closest friend?
for 2010, it's a three-way tie between Martin, jill and Mati
Who did you grow apart from?
um
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
No naman...
2009: Your BIRTHDAY!!!
Did you have a cake?
no
What did you do for your birthday?
first, MANILA OCEAN PARK then drink and be merry at cubao x
Did you have a party?
kinda
Did you get any presents?
Yes! :D from Mati, Dago, Ray, Jeremy
If so what was the best thing you got?
MANILA OCEAN PARK!
2009: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year?
Yes i think
Did you dye your hair?
No
Did you get your hair cut?
Yes.
Did you change your style?
i think. a bit.
Were you in school?
for the first half of 2009
Did you get good grades?
steady
Did you have a job?
by october
Did you drive?
i tried
Did you own a car?
no
Did anyone close to you give birth?
ummmm. nope
Did you move at all?
yeah i stayed at dad for a month i think
Did you go on any vacations?
Batangas
Did you leave the country at all?
no :(
Would you change anything about yourself now?
maybe
2009: Wrap Up.
Was 2009 a good year?
no
Did 2009 bring any new insights?
LOADS.
Do you think 2010 will top 2009?
positive thinking
I'm tired.
you know I try and try and try. Hey, am I the only one who makes mistakes here?
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I don't like saying that I'm putting up with your moods. I'm trying to understand them, knowing that you need that the most. Let that count for something please.
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sometimes I wish that you'd...nevermind.
girl (on the phone, crying): "I'm a fucking mess"
boy: no you're not
girl: "yes i am. look at me"
boy: "if that's the case, then you're a beautiful mess"
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yesterday....yesternight....was horrible. the depression came back. but those were words that became a source of comfort.
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you say you care, but why dont i feel it. the care and concern i felt came from one of the most unlikely sources. which is sad.
