November 2nd, 2009
if you feel lonely, and i feel lonely, whats the point?
i'm just saying.
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When I was a kid, I used to love dressing up for Halloween. I had a mermaid costume, and angel costume, a princess costume, a pirate costume...but my favorite one was my dinosaur costume. it was a full body suit, green, with little paws on the end. it had purple spots and "spikes" all the way down its back to its tail. it had a hood too. I had it when i was about 5 or 6. I used to love being a dinosaur. but then i outgrew the costume and it went to my cousin Matthew.
I wish I could wear my costume again. that would rock.
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I want to disappear. maybe I will. I dunno when. but I probably will. No people, no internet, no phone calls. maybe texting, but not frequent enough. and just sleep. maybe the pain will go away.